Hobbies:hmm.. CyCling... RollEr BlaDing.. BadMinTon.. BowLing.. WatChing Movie..
WalKing..SleePing...MSNing... PlaYinG CoM GaMeS... etc etc..but most impt....
~sLacK~, ~sLacK~~sLacK~~sLacK~~sLacK~~sLacK~~sLacK~~sLacK~.. yepz.. impt points muz repeat..=P
Dislikes:*ahem*... Jack.. haha
I was here...
tender romance.... 11/16/2005 09:49:00 PM
continue...
Amanda (B.E.G): Haha.. cheerful person u are.. bring joy into people's lives...yep.. a mugger as such.. all the best for the chem test tmr... take care, dun wanna see a less lively amanda...
tender romance.... 8/22/2005 11:09:00 PM
"You're Beautiful"
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I
saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F***ing high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
6 chapters of yesterday... haha...
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Chapter 1:
studies is one of the suckiest thing 1 can go thru... the amount of work one has to put in...it sucks.. nvr failing once but suddenly juz failing thru studies, the feeling sux... so much work.. at first I didn't care,, then mid yr hit me.. and hit me hard...so hard that i harly have time to recuperate.. the days when i slacked totally and always do hw in school are over... i am now working hard.. setting days aside to study as a group.... over the fone...motivating each other and pushing each other...i love my clique...
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Chapter 2:
Being a CCA leader with obligations really just sucks... getting the committee together used to be a chore.. i dread doing it.. i do not know them and am not confident... knowing not what lies ahead and what to do... how to get things done... now at least with the help of Jolyn, i can at le get some things done.. her helping me.. now i noe what it is like to have a trusted helper.. or rather a friend who is willing to help u... now i just hafta gather the cca together.. but it seems more and more impossible... the 2 teachers are havving more courses, range is opening less.. even i dun haf a chance to shoot... i am deteriorating... at this rate, what school team?... sheesh.. juz gotta do my work well, openhouse, inter-house, CIP, Shirts, Windbreaker, Organising the club... so many things so little time...
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Chapter 3:
At first i had always doubt my friends, my closest friends... doubting my importance in their midst.. even the worst things past thru my mind, not knowing if they were deserving of my trust... but up till now, they have nvr abandoned my in my troubles and stood by me, cheering me up as they could hardly help in other aspects... They beared with me being grouchy and always putting on a black face... perhaps the butt of some jokes but nevertheless, they had put up wif me, motivated me and cheered me on... and up... i feel happy and safe being around them... I hope we can all stay frenz foreva...
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Chapter 4:
Have u ever felt ur mood change juz becoz of one person?.... yet not knowing fully why?... wanting to be with that person even though u may end up fighting.. well not really.. juz irritated by the person... guess thats how i feel.... sometimes i wanna help but its so hard, i wanna be myself but sometimes its so hard... even during important events i did not find the time to get anything... sheesh...but hopefully we remember...i will juz cope and juz enjoy the person for who they are and every1 else too..
"the grapes are probably sour..." Juz kidding...
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Chapter 5:
Is life better in secondary school?... how many feel so...i guess for many, secondary schools is where their life began.... becoz i live very far, and its such a centralised school, i dun have many true friends as i spend little time with them... being introverted and not knowing how to communicate... life began only in JC, but secondary school life seems more appealing... i guess thats what they mean by the grass is always greener on the other side...o well.. people who have made an impact in my lives and shaped me...Are some MJC students really hypocritical?.. only time will tell...
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Chapter 6:
My class is super ununited lar...
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Some people i juz wanna thank... perhaps there is no link but i feel that i should acknowledge people's importance, letting them know that their existance in ur life has a meaning...
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Joshua: Yea.. sometimes not the eqasiest person to get along with but a great person who is responsible and capable... perhaps you have just not been working hard enough... go for it... and sometimes.. do not doubt ur importance in people's lives... u make impacts... and deep ones too...=)
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Mervyn: perhaps one of my best friend.. sometimes when nothing is said, a sense of comfort is achieved... sometimes u juz irritate the hell out of me.. but thanks for being who u are... and please be lame + funny... not juz one...lame.... and stop being so sotong...yea..
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Millenion: All those gathering... letting me feel a sense of belonging somewhere... allowing me to have something to do... to live for... and all the fun and memories we had... a guild of perhaps little importance in the world, but importance in our hearts...
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Kenneth Lee (Ksp): Thanks for juz being spastic once in a while, entertaining me and making me laugh... u juz brighten my life up.. sometimes i do wish i could be like u in certain aspects in life... while knowing that individuality is important... what you say has made an impression.. the only reason the clique can stay together is coz of pple of different personalities coming together... being not the same with only 1 member missing....
(Ksp: slappability and pokebility of kenneth constant)
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Deborah(huh?): perhaps not the easiest person to be around but a fun-loving person who can be serious when the time arises... i admire ur personality.. a slight bit pampered but otherwise a very fun person to be around.. u not being around makes the clique different... juz dun take the things i say to heart.. coz sometimes i may go overboard....peace..
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Nicole(ah ma or rather my daughter): irony...haha.. always naggin at us.. getting us to move and do things.. perhaps some may not appreciate her like that but all this shee does for us... believe it or not.. she worries if we can make it or not... jua wanna say.. i noe Nk and Ng very high.. but still save us... also known as counter queen.. haha.. o well.. juz be urself and rock on... =P...
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Shawn(chlorine boy):always away for swimming.. keep up the good work and jia you,,, of coz a bright boy u are.. hyper at times... but a tad bit vulgar and easily pissed.. love being around u and toking to u.. juz keeps me really satisfied... keep me clam and peaceful...
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Oinkshit?:.. Nicole!! i told u this name makes no sense.. change it...like 5566? haha.. jkjk... not like that.. yea... anyway...this has nade the most impact in life... therefore will stay in my heart foreva...
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Claudia: Important not only to the class but also to the people... hey when i saw u juz explode that day, i wasn't sure what to do.. i admit that the class is a bit ****** up but yea.. bear with them.. i'm sure there will a day where we can work together... o well...end of year.. we pit scores... its a promise... and invite me for house warming...
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Kenneth Lim: U Nce in my life.. u introduced me to many things.... opened me up.. perhap only then could i show my true self... i had once abandoned u when u needed help.. that was coz i did not know what to do.. its a bit too much to bear...but now i noe what true friends are... they are freinds who stand by u even though u are in trouble.. i have found those... and i hope u find urs too... dun play wif ur life.. its important to u..
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Jolyn: My very good friend always helping me in CCA... when the pressure is too much to handle, u help me.. thanks.. u really are a true friend... sometimes i feel that u are more deserving of my post... but i cannot change that... i juz hope we can work as a committee and build this CCA up...
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Melissa: long time no chat but u still havn't changed much... yea.. talking to u still seems as fun as ever.. hehe frenz foreva...
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Shuyi: nowadays u are so busy we hardly tok.. coucil life really sucks huh... yet its fun.. o well.. we catch up some time okay.. all the best and work hard... dun slack..=)
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to others.. u noe if u made an impact in my life.. thank u... o well its late.. i gonna go sleep... *yawn* take care.. cya...
ps: i promise to type out chapter 6.. haha n the weeks happenings next time.. ta ta~!
tender romance.... 8/19/2005 09:20:00 PM
heya!~..
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sometimes i wish i could be like that...sometimes..
Thoughts run deep within my veins...Everyday, I ask myself," Are all these just lies?" Appearances are deceptions...Things are not what they seem to be...People are no what they seem to be... They are all just lies.quoted from some blog...this is true...down there.. not up there... that is not true..^^
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage."In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.i believe so.. have u ever had this feeling that no matter what u were doing.. if u were doing it for another person u like/ love/ treasure, be it a friend, some1 u like or juz an aquaintance, its seems more meaningful than doing it for a stranger?...i guess so.. then why am i sometimes so hypocritical?... y do i doubt my friends?...
"The real test of friendship is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?"i believe i can.. but sometimes i wonder if they want me around.. okay.. i admit that sometimes i do ostracise some1 whom i dun like.. i juz talk a bit but rather stay away...i sometimes wonder... am i accepted in.. can a person's attitude suddenly change and out of a sudden, they dun like my company?..I wonder...
"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." I wonder if that is the way i work.. for something i once treasured so close to my heart now seems to have drifted away... perhaps it is my lack of confidence... but they are lost.. not that i cannot salvage it, but i cannot find enough courage to..
"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for." yep.. i agree totally.. when u have people u love.. u tend to be happy.. being with them is being happy..
"People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be." I shall then make myself smile always.. whenever i look at things that came from those who mattered most.. i think of the memories i hold dear and i smile...
For some life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds last forever.So if u see me anywhere and i am not smiling.. walk up to be and pat me in the back.. saying.. "smile!! ure on candid camera".. jkjk.. juz hit me.. hard.. no.. i'm serious.. u din actually believe that did u... no.. juz tell me to smile and i will.. or not u can really hit me...
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those are not important... yep... today was so cool sia...went to the lab after school.. they had liquid nitrogen.. so cool...they took a rubber ball.. the strong one u play when u were small and put it in liquid nitrogen.. it imploded and shattered...the pieces came out hard.. when tried on a balloon, it burst and when it came out, it felt like a ping pong ball... so crisp and so thin.. the person also tried this.. he took a glove, he put his hand in and put the thumb into liquid nitrogen.. then he took it out and ..took a hammer and.. SMASHED IT.. red thing came out.. a few screamed.. haha.. gotcha, he actually placed a red thing inside.. think it is red paint...and when he smashed it.. red things appeared on his hand.. yea.. so it looked real..
we also saw fire blah blah...and the best part.. we played with static.. we charged ourselves and becoz the rest knew.. they ran.. then wei lun's turn.. all run.. in the end nvr get to shock any1..
not really fun.. haha.. haha i remember in SJI the com lab.. damn fun.. run about trying to shock people.. people running..haha...
i wanted to go back wif the cloque today.. coz we seldom together.. but noe i cannot study at home.. so i decided to stay back.. they even urged me to stay back.. i wonder why.. yea.. i juz can't help it...but anyway.. i am feeling much better.. blogging rox.. cya next time.. same place..=P
tender romance.... 7/26/2005 08:45:00 PM
Man... today sucked.. nuthing was going right.. nothing at all... except for 2 things.. well maybe 3 but 2 is enuff...
the day started out wif it sucking and me having to do an achievements list for the shooters so as to put into the college book..i mean like.. sometimes i do not noe whether i am in the recreation part or the competition part... its hard.. but wadeva.. i take whatever is thrown at me...
for some reason.. studies is getting to me..chinese... for some reason, it is getting to be quite bad.. i need to study for it.. dunno y... now got er(4) pu(3)... sianz... yea.. wadeva... i hope that I can work harder to achieve my goals...
i dunno y.. i can't seem to get my mind off everything.. work(PW, schoolwork, CCA)... and err.. ya.. some pple will noe... some1 pls help me.. i seem to be drawing inspiration from a person.. and my mood depends on pple around me... i am not sure.. but need help.... therapy...
luckily.. there are 2 good things that happened to me... one.. i was able to catch up with mel... and the other that nvr fails to make me laugh is joey.. the classic show..really man.. he is classic.. can't get over it..his jokes juz rocks...
the 3rd one is being able to meet the clique.. but thats xtra.. haha...
now my mood is ightened up.. all the thanks goes to adeline..=)... yea.. a great gal u noe.. a great person to tok to...=)
tender romance.... 7/21/2005 09:49:00 PM
